Doors closing and opening...

I woke up wishing that I could be with you even more than usual. I also woke with a deep sense of hope, as though perhaps the storm is breaking, and the possibilities are beginning to open. I suppose the first is related to the second, because I can’t imagine anyone I want to explore the vast possibilities of life with more than you. I know, though, that the last swells of a dying storm are always the most difficult to navigate, though. I have the utmost faith in us. I believe in our ability to do anything, if we’re working together. And we are, even when we’re apart, working together, always. I will never not have your back, and I will always trust you to have mine. That’s what real love, real partnership is. 

And think of the tomorrows…When we will be able to touch, hold hands, kiss, cuddle, make love, dance, talk all through the night, and explore, encourage, love one another fully and wholly and beautifully throughout the rest of our days. It will be amazing. We will be, we ARE, amazing. Hold fast to our future, and know that the present, no matter how difficult, is temporary, and will lead to so much more that we’ve ever dreamt. Doors may be closing, but so many more are opening because of it, for us, and for everyone. That’s the nature of these things, really. Come what may, remember that I love you, my sweet girl, my brave, strong, wild soul, and I will be right here, now and always.